Just a message to someone I love when I am down with flu... (Don't worry, I doubt it he'd read my blog anyway hahaha)

I remembered the time when I was as ill as this time,

I remembered you were the one who comfort me the most,

I missed how you lend me your shoulder to lay on,

I missed your caring hands that would pat my head,

I missed your soothing words that made me feel loved and cared,

I missed how we talk nonsense (well he's the only person I ever talk nonsense with apart from my sister).

Now I only ask you to chat with me once a week,

make me feel comfortable,

make me feel like you still care for me

even though you don't love me anymore.

I can't admit I don't love you anymore

I can't say I still love you either

I just feel I still like you

and I really want you by my side

because it seemed like your the only one who understand and accept me. (Damm I soo hate you for letting me feel this)

There's this guy in my class looks and even acts like you,

it scares me and also hate it that it makes me think of you,

it feels like fate wants me still to remember you

how he talks, how he teases, darn it so much like you.

I tried to avoid this guy, but it seem like we keep meeting, somehow,

If it was you, maybe it was a different matter but this??

I want to see you, talk to you, hold you and everything

I even want to hear from you that you still love me. Weird? Yea I know... its been long since we broke up...

I missed those days...

I miss you... alot

Just a month ago, a sales person from a game shop asked me whether I am over age. I was so surprised and I looked left and right and said, "Yes...??" She laughed and somehow she didn't believe me, she thought I was 15 and asked for an ID. I had to show her my passport. She gave me a giggle. I know I know I look so childish but whats wrong with that? I was just window shopping at a game shop.

Yesterday, a member of my group said I looked like 17 and younger than expected. Now I am even more surprised! They were actually did not believe I am already 20. Haha I guess I am still a teenager! FOREVER! Buahahhaha. I am still old in uni even though I skipped 3 years of HND hahhaha.

Ohhh, I so miss 'barky' next door. Who's barky? A dog who barks when ever he caught sight of a person or pass by. Even though the person is like few kms away. Also, he replies every dog that barks. And they might bark/talk up to 4-5 hrs. XD Thats what xanvas told me. Hhaha. Barky has been quiet lately, is he ill? Hahhaha.

I have a few pics for you =D Enjoy.

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